Way Back Into Writing

So. Ku buka draft manuscript ku. Page: 224. Words: 41,497. Blank. Ku tatau nak sambung tulis pe. Dah seminggu dah ni. Satu chapter pun tak siap lagi. Another 9 weeks before 2012. Another 30 chapters to finish, if ever. Another 300 pages at least. AT THIS RATE BILA NAK SIAP HOI????

SO APA LAGI??? TULIS LAH HOI!!!

Okokok. I will try. Sangat jeles tinguk orang lain keluar buku baharu occay! Sangat jeles bila pembaca review karya2 tersebut occay! SANGAT!!

Dan sangat jeles juga bila Lutfi Amri di Durham mendapat comments yang pelbagai setiap kali beliau post entry occay! HOW ON EARTH CAN HE FIND TIME FOR ALL THOSE ROYANAN???? AND WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I COMMENT, I GET 'Your comment is awaiting moderation.'???

HOI JANGAN SIBUK ORANG LAIN TULIS LAH! TULIS SENIRI LAH HOI!!

Jap. KEJADAHNYA KU MEROYAN NI???

Okokok. Back to the writing. Basically, I'm worried that I will never be able to finish my book. Books. Dengan segala macam mende yang berlaku sekarang ni, I just can't see the possibility of finishing them on the datelines. MEMANG TERLAJAK DAH KOT! Deadlines. Menulis sebenarnya tak susah. Tapi ntuk terussssssssssssssss menulis tu yang susah. Dan terusssssssssssssssssssssssssssss menulis mende yang sama lagi lah susah. So kepada pembaca yang asyik tanya bila bila bila tu. Fahami lah! Ku meneteskan ayer mata setiap kali ditanya itu. Ku seniri bertanya diri ku tentang itu. BILA BILA BILA.

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But anyways. I need to write something down. So I figured if it's not going to be on the pages of the drafts, then I might as well write for the blog. The thing is I don't have much to tell. My life is not as colourful as *cough* Lutfi Amri *cough* di Durham *cough* or any other person who frequently blog or twit. I mean I don't go out much. I don't watch TV. I work 8-5 most days. I don't talk much. I facebook a lot that's just about it kot. I really want to write. Tapi.

All I have is my imaginations. And my writings. Which is for the time being is... drying up? I need to find my way back into writing.

PEH!! Tulis mende merepek camni meman for sure tadak comments.

Comments

Am said…
Menepek komen sebagai sokongan sambil mengangkat pom-pom dengan separa hati
Cik Tulip said…
BILA??? BILA??? BILA??? heh... :p

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hanaannais said…
ah. bila maw siap nih?
soalan ni akan ku tanya setiap kali jumpa. HAHAHAHA (ketawa jahat gilak)
cik saloma said…
sile menulis dengan pantas dan siapkan 20 chapters dgn pantas! hahahah. sb sy ta sba nak bace. pingu! pingu! pingu!
peaceMAKER said…
menangis kah masalahnya bila diaju soalan 'mana buku baru?'???? drama king sangat huhuhuhu
kurangkan2 FB anda itu. & jangan stalker blog org laen. dudok diam2 di suatu sudut sepi anda siapkan buku. ^^V
Naz said…
Meriah uols!
nzard said…
HOI! WHY UR BLOG POST SO BOHRINK??? WHY NO GOSSIPS???
*sambung membaca buku LOTR
Nirrosette said…
I have no idea why I'm here but I'm reading your blog inche Teja. Hahahaha. :O